It’s been years since I’ve written, and I honestly never thought I would again… I didn’t have anything else to say. I spilled out all my pain and emotion and found there was nothing left but bitterness, hatred, disgust and on good days, indifference. Over the years, I took my tumultuous thoughts and sculpted them … More I Found Myself
I didn’t realize until a few minutes ago that I had the most random dream. I’m not sure if it makes much a of a difference, but I was listening to alpha waves as I fell asleep last night. It’s said that alpha waves are supposed to relax you and help you fall asleep, and while … More Translate My Dream?
With no one in mind, really just inspired by a song, I thought to myself, After I burn you, I’ll bath in your ashes and dust myself off like nothing happened. I don’t feel that away about anyone, but it’s just where my mind goes to sometimes… I don’t qualify as a “good person” unfortunately, … More Not Nice Thought
There is a sense of longing that has possessed me, that I have been deliberately refraining from. I don’t always do so, but when I write as I think, rather than how I speak, it catches me off guard. To see each particular word so beautifully strung together, the pattern that in which enriches and … More Eloquence of the Unspoken Words
Falling in love with one wrong person has completely disillusioned me from wanting to love someone again. I want to, but I can’t seem to believe that love is real. That it’s actually out there in others. I used to think I had all this love and all this compassion to just pour into someone, … More Never Again
It’s 1:03 pm in overcast Colorado. No birds. No thunder (yet). Hardly any sunlight, with an empty plate to show the remains of a makeshift grilled cheese with a side of bacon. As I was surveying my Twitter (which I actually read only twice a day max), I realized how weird I am. As I sit … More Sgt. Commando
As I watch the months slip by right in front of my face, I can’t help but feel as if I’m where I’ve needed to be this whole time. The good, the bad; it’s all right with my soul. My anxiousness and doubts have faded and I find myself enjoying my own solidarity once again. … More Imageless.
Throughout the day, I find myself comparing things and people against each other. It’s a human flaw, because we all want to be able to decipher for ourselves what it is that’s “the best.” Of course it’s all subjective, and I think that’s what we’ve created categories for. A means to compromise what we find … More Categories are for Chumps
I want to make sure that as I write this, my intentions are in the right place. Although I’m feeling my happiest in such a long time, I don’t want to come across as cocky or spiteful and I want to make sure that as I write this that it’s not coming from that place. … More Brand New (Peace)
As humans, fighting is inevitable. Whether it be for religion, a spot in line, a job, or even a cat. They become important, and grow in significance, with each person devoting their energy and passion into this “thing,” this fought-for entity. Whether it’s tangible or not, someone will love it with their heart and treasure … More The Fought Fors
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